01 May 2026
Through the inspiration of artist and a 2010s enthusiast, Luvstar Kei, I received sparks of interests to start my very own retro website over the course of winter 2025. Inconsistencies in habit here and there and we arrive forward to the near end of the spring season. my English course had revived my coding interest with having being assigned an assignment to make our own blogpost. It was more so in format of a Google Doc but the idea of making my very website tickled my ambitious bone.
Long term, I want to expand my skill as a writer and as a human being. What could I so happen to be referring to when I say "human being"? Well, I am not a social butterfly, cool, nothing special, right? But, when I do talk to others, I find myself in a realm of insecurity, anxiety, with an inability to truly communicate how I feel. Just... the human experience of getting to know one another seems incredibly easy when potrayed in video games and movies. When I talk, words come out but vacant stares and the most common, phone take-out while I am talking have communicated to me what I am saying is verbal Nyquil to people. I feel when referring back to my old journal pages, they surface to semi-coherence but I haven't a clue if a fellow Neocity lurker would interpet it at all. Thats all to say, no one quite emphaizes just how difficult of a task it to even communicate coherence and confidence within writing and speech.
That's it for now though. Its worth mentioning, I admittedly have very little prior experience to any HTML or CSS coding, I will continue to learn as I go whilst also working dilgently to expedite my blogpost and various other writing works to at least, a presentable product. Please bear with me as I go!